to whom it may concern:

i.

you are a light drizzle on
a cool, breezy afternoon--
potentially wonderful,
potentially annoying.
it all depends on mood.

regardless, though-- never forget
that you're awesome.
(and that kid was a total douche, i would have kicked the shit out of him)

ii.

whatever's going on in that skull of
yours,
i have no idea. i don't even
know if i want to know.

but i've gotta know.

iii.

you are a bundle of uncertainties.
but i think that i am
finished with it.
please don't take this as a slander on your
personality, even though you'll never see this.

iv.

you're grandly fantastic.
i think this could be the beginning
of a beautiful friendship.
(but no, i still need to watch that again.)

v.

i miss you because you're amazing
and i haven't seen you since that night that night
you know that night
that night at the concert.
and before that it's been years.

vi.

well,
you're obsessed with buffy and dollhouse
and joss whedon.
and you don't really care how you spell stuff.
and you are definitely the best one
to be 'like the same person, only different'.

vii.

i really never talked to you until the end of 8th grade
when we were on the pahs bus for shadowing.
that was awkward.
but you're still cool.
let's row.

viii.

i really miss you. it's been a year.
it's always a year. but i still miss you.
you keep saying i'm better at you in everything
but that's really not true--
you can play guitar
you can sing
you've done stat and physics and probably math analysis.
i'm so jealous.
i'll see you in three months.

ix.

insane is the word.
perhaps a skosh paranoid as well.
no worries.

x.

i've gotta tell you something. i always hated you. i always hated you the most.

xi.

yeah, um, there is no way in hell
you are getting me drunk
or drinking.
not interested not caring not concerned whatsoever.